Suddenly realized I've been standing for a long time
Don't know where to head to
I who still don't feel like going home
Will only feel lonelier when more people are keeping me company
A lot of topics concerning me
Even I heard of them myself
My happiness needs to be acknowledged
I feel wronged but I have nobody to tell to
The night peels my heart like an onion
What's left if the defense is taken away
Why is that when I am fragile I think of you even more
If you have heard about it too
Have you ever thought of me
Like a normal old friend
Or do you still love me dearly
There's so so much I want to tell you
My heart is suspended without any place to settle
How am I to burden this I can't bear to part, yet I have no other choice
If you have heard about it too
Will you believe me
Will you follow the rumors
Or will you still know that I am still myself
I finally understood so much after staggering all the way
You're the only one who waits for me
Thinking of you thinking of me
My chest is still feeling warm