I obviously still care about you immensely and I mishandled things in an awful manner. I know I will regret my actions for a long time to come - I was not myself in the back half of 2014 and first half of 2015. I wasn't the Ben Dunphy you originally knew, fell in love with. I was a shell of my former self and it was extremely unhealthy.
I just want you to know that so hopefully one day, once you are ready, we can talk more. That's my hope / what I spend my time awake at night thinking about.
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