I think I've got u upset for the past few days, u might not understand and wanna turn back on my weird behavior and I get that....for some reasons I can't really explain what happened and who's done what ...coz it's about someone else too ,who's been messing up my days for quite a while...it's really so sick. I'm just not ready to talk about it. But even What I told u is partial...but all true. Even I can have such drama with someone I really don't want to. Nobody's perfect....more money or not, this sick thing can happen to anyone. I just need backup sometimes. I'm trying to fix things that happened within these few weeks and hope I will get over it soon...but I know if damage is done so deep...trust cannot be recalled. Just want u to know that I'm sorry. I hope things will get to be normal. Honestly, U always be Lil I(eng) that I really don't wanna get hurt. Wish u the best and take care(3 hearts)