Nradee you sleep now honey I know think...you the most amazing woman I ever met in my life...yes dear...yesterday you so sad and depressed cause you lost so much money you have pay back, I hope you have contact creditcard compagny...tell me honey, but today complete differend story, you say happy now, not depressed enymore?...how is that happend dear, maybe you have new job I think..tell me ,but you are so cheered up now, I,m so glad for us..I love you so much...yes honey, today I was scared that I loose you for ever, maybe I think to much worry about us relation ,think maybe you bored of me, and I give you headeache, but now to day I sure you love me all time, and never bored off me, I have not see you for a long time honey, but every night I go for sleep, I can feel you inside me..you, are always with me, and when I wake up in morning I can hear my phone buzzing, then I know you are there with new app send me...hello Bangkok good morning sweetheart how are you , that,s the mosthappy moment for me to go stand up, you always send me new app,s, ,but in weekend not necessary honey...because I know you are there for me ,but ofcorse I like it much iff you do, it,s our proof of love for each other, it will be take long wait before we met again, I hope you can get patience, like I have to do...there is no other option dear, I hope you can live without long time kissing me, because I have do the same...I only wait for you honey (kiss) I feel so bad that I can not be with you , and help you out, but I will do very much I try, we talk about to morrow dear oke? you have always suprised me with strainge matters, I think we can survive long time, as long you wanna stay in my life and want to come to the Netherlands, I happy, but you must survive Bangkok.., I hope you see again soon ,but every week ,is long time for me, but every week go,s by it,s closer to you see again in Bangkok, I hope you still the same pretty and funny Nradee from Bangkok same as in august when I have left you, some times people can chainge a lot you know, but I think and hope you are not much differend as last time I have see you honey, if we can left this month behind us, than we have a strong relation for sure...WOW you have lot of apps to send me before I see you again hihi...it,s like kissing you every night...we have app every day ,..almost the same :D for us...oke see you to morrow dear...good day work .kus je lieverd...schat van me... (hug)