I couldn't go we don't have keys to the house so we cant lock up the house alsoHey pond. Doni was talking to me last night about how he See's the situation with us.... Well more me.. He said Luke how should u and pond go really look Luke how should u be able to handle going overseas I mean you can't even handle going down to the shop by your self so how will u be able too go over sea's and handle that u should not know what street signs say or u should not know what shops are it will probably break u in fear.. Basically Tommy and doni told me last night how the see it Tommy even said he would not go over sea's by himself as it is every terrifying..... Idk pond why is this all confusing they both have a point its true I should not be able to handle any of it..... Doni and Tommy both think its best if I look for someone close too me