Yes I am the director of product mater development , means all new designs I am the resposable to make the master piece ... So not easy... Lol...
Don't give up? Honestly I was thinking to really give up and let that idea of love, couple , family, go from my feelings.... It's making tired always do all you can for someone.. And get beck party and friends are important and you are something only when money is needed.... So... Giving up won't really be a bad idea