You listened and looked troubled. He noticed and asked but you couldn’t answer… He then talked about his bad character was actually a test to the president to see if the president still cared for him. You wondered if he was serious about it and he said half was serious, the other half was joking…
after becoming an idol, he got frightened despite there are many people supporting him but they might discard him one day which made him scared. So before he’s discarded, he wanted to keep a good image to them. he wondered if he started to be selfish, would the president start to discard him too? but the president like him alot which he compared to you that the president might be a Do-M too since whatever he do, the president never got angry. He wondered why is that so….
“I wonder why though…. eh? because if the press found out, Kouki, Kogoro and the agency would be troubled and that’s not good isn’t it? but the president also don’t get angry at all, like what you said, manager should handle themselves…in the end, i’m just half-hearted person…”