I relaxed a little after hearing th

I relaxed a little after hearing that. She loved me and not that puta! “Go on” I said. She was going to ask me to get back together now, my inner voice said in a cocky tone. “We have been through a lot and we broke each other too many times. I’m sorry for all the pain I have caused you. I know that you have a good heart and you deserve happiness” she said and paused. I looked at her face and she looked back at mine. “Sometimes love isn’t enough to build a relationship. Sometimes two people love each other, but they fail to make each other happy, they fail at their relationship. We failed over and over again Neymar. I want to make an end to it, to our suffering. I love you, but I’m letting you go and I want you to let me go too. I want you to go and find your happiness, pursue your career and be the best person you can be. I want you to be happy and I want you to find that special someone who’ll make you happy” she said as tears filled her eyes. I stared at her in disbelief. I hadn’t expected this at all! “I want to make an end to our fighting, suffering, tears and heart break. We are ruining each other and none of us deserves that” she said. I wanted to say something, but I wasn’t able to speak. “I have no hard feelings towards you Neymar. You’ll always have a special place in my heart, but I have to let go, we have to let each other go for our own good” she said as she quickly wiped her tears with her hand. She looked at me like she expected a reply but I was in too much of a shock to respond. I had feared that this might happen deep down in my heart and now that fear became reality. I remembered that horrible day when I confessed the blackmailing truth to her. This moment reminded me a lot of that. She had left me back then, just like she wanted to leave me now. I clenched my fists as hard as I could under the table to keep myself from tearing up.
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