I work as a contractor and am self Employed, My job has made me more of a nomad, and its basically because I do not have a woman in my life. But the truth still remains, I am a lonely man, A house without a woman is not a home, its just an abode. And I would say that is why I have always been traveling, and burying all my emotions in my job, but the reality check is still there for me, that I still miss a woman in my life. But now I seek a woman that I would settle down and build a home with. I do have a place I call a home though, but not a complete home because there is no woman(companion).