I touch you without thinking. I felt it is polite way to greeting a person. But you felt very upset.
My dear, I am a friendly person and I treat people with respect.
I am so sad that you have been alone for so long and you feel so afraid even with a simple touch.
It is a pity that you are very sweet person and you should be alone. The more time you are alone the more you will be upset by a man's touch.