I can remember little of the next few days. I was wild with fear and anger. We learnt that the count's coffin was travelling by boat up the river, and Jack Seward, Arthur, and I began to follow in another boat. Van Helsing took my Mina with him in a carriage, and they began to drive across the mountains to castle Dracula . When I said goodbye to her, my heart was breaking. Perhaps I shall never see her again.