This face is the face from that time.
"I have a proposition."
"Rudi?"
"It's this situation, we have no choice but to become adults."
"Yeah, well, certainly I don't think I'm greatly popular right now... What do you want to say?"
The inside of my heart suddenly cleared up.
I finally understood Paul's feelings.
After thinking that, it was simple.
Remember the past.
The time when Paul scolded me and I talked back to him with a strong tone.
In those days I thought he was a guy who couldn't be helped.
Twenty-four years old, he was still young as a father, so I thought it couldn't be helped.
It's been six years since then.
Paul is 30 years old.
Compared to me in my previous life he's still younger.
And then if you were to compare him to me in my previous life, he's still a splendid person.
I never did the things that I was supposed to do, only ever thinking about things to blame the other side.
I'm different from that time.
I swore that to myself.
Recently I feel like I've forgotten about it, but I don't want to repeat the same mistakes again and...
I swore that I would live seriously in this world.
The scale this time is much greater, but it's the same thing.
It's the same thing as six years ago.
We're repeating the same mistakes.
Even though we should have grown up, even though we should have advanced from before, we were just standing around in the same place this entire time.
In regards to that I will honestly reflect on.
And then above reflecting upon it,
"Let's start again, as if nothing happened yesterday."
I proposed that.
This time, I was hurt.
It felt like my heart was about to break.
I'm sure, in those days, my friend who was worried about me as well, felt like this.
And then, just like that with these feelings, he never appeared again.
I need to make sure that isn't the case this time.
My relationship with Paul, by no means should I let it be cut off.
"Yesterday, we never fought. Now, this moment, we are a father and child that have just been reunited for the first time in years. Let's go with that."
"Rudi? What are you saying?"
"It's fine, look, spread out your arms, now~"
"Ye-yeah?"
Paul just spread out his arms like he was told.
Then I jumped into that chest.
This face is the face from that time.
"I have a proposition."
"Rudi?"
"It's this situation, we have no choice but to become adults."
"Yeah, well, certainly I don't think I'm greatly popular right now... What do you want to say?"
The inside of my heart suddenly cleared up.
I finally understood Paul's feelings.
After thinking that, it was simple.
Remember the past.
The time when Paul scolded me and I talked back to him with a strong tone.
In those days I thought he was a guy who couldn't be helped.
Twenty-four years old, he was still young as a father, so I thought it couldn't be helped.
It's been six years since then.
Paul is 30 years old.
Compared to me in my previous life he's still younger.
And then if you were to compare him to me in my previous life, he's still a splendid person.
I never did the things that I was supposed to do, only ever thinking about things to blame the other side.
I'm different from that time.
I swore that to myself.
Recently I feel like I've forgotten about it, but I don't want to repeat the same mistakes again and...
I swore that I would live seriously in this world.
The scale this time is much greater, but it's the same thing.
It's the same thing as six years ago.
We're repeating the same mistakes.
Even though we should have grown up, even though we should have advanced from before, we were just standing around in the same place this entire time.
In regards to that I will honestly reflect on.
And then above reflecting upon it,
"Let's start again, as if nothing happened yesterday."
I proposed that.
This time, I was hurt.
It felt like my heart was about to break.
I'm sure, in those days, my friend who was worried about me as well, felt like this.
And then, just like that with these feelings, he never appeared again.
I need to make sure that isn't the case this time.
My relationship with Paul, by no means should I let it be cut off.
"Yesterday, we never fought. Now, this moment, we are a father and child that have just been reunited for the first time in years. Let's go with that."
"Rudi? What are you saying?"
"It's fine, look, spread out your arms, now~"
"Ye-yeah?"
Paul just spread out his arms like he was told.
Then I jumped into that chest.
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