26 กันยายน 2014, 01:20
My Darling Patcharee,
Forgive me for not responding more promptly to your messages. I have been in hospital (without phone or laptop) for treatment which they say may extend my time on earth but won't necessarily take away the pain. It makes me feel sick and I think it is pointless
You are absolutely right; I am thrilled to see you out doing things with friends and pleased to learn that you will return to Khon Kaen to study. That is important because you are bright (smart) as well as beautiful.
Please, lovely lady of my dreams, accept that I am not going to recover. I wish that I could make the dreams we shared come true but know that I cannot so it is important to me that you don't waste time worrying about me when you should be enjoying life. In whatever time is left to me the only happiness I can have is knowing that you are looking to the future. Do this for me
Love