My darling Joss,
I see that you don’t trust me. It is very offensive. I see that
you don’t believe me. I have spent so many forces and money to
come to Moscow and to get this visa and I see that you don’t
appreciate this at all. You have a very strange attitude to me.
From one side you write to me come there, that I am good and
we could have good relations. From the other side you don’t
do anything for us to be together. You write that you don’t believe
me, or you have no money, or something else. I think that you
just don’t want to be happy. When the one wants to be happy he
does everything for this. I did everything I could. But my forces
are limited too. I’ve got visa, I came to Moscow. I’ve spent so
many forces and money for this. But I feel that you don’t appreciate
this. When I asked you about help, you didn’t help me. There is
only one step left before we meet. You just need to send me money
for the ticket and that’s it. I have done so much already and
I think that I deserve this. And I have already proved to you
that I am real many times. I am hurt and offended that you still
don’t believe me. And I see only one way from this situation,
to come back to my city if you don’t send me money for the ticket.
Please, remember that there is only one step left for our happiness.
And you should make this step! You should send me money for
the ticket.
Lyudmila.