Guys Lets me bring you to my sensitive and dark world ... im in so fckin bad situation right now about grandpa , school ,family and many fuckin thing ... i dont know that you guys will get it or not but i live with many old ppl in my family and we all know that one day we will be in the front of ICU room and crying so this day is coming .... i never see my grandma cry until this day she cry for 3 day ... and want to handle it but i cant i know that if i cry, she will cry more and yea i dont want to do anything but i just wanted to care them as much as i can cause i love them so damn fuckin much and i dont want them to leave my life