Wow, so much to read and so much emotion. Chilly spice if we do nothing more than give each other a little love and a little tenderness and share ourselves and our dreams it would be a special thing. I cannot say why I feel like I do toward you, I can joke and say you put a chilly spice spell on me but I think I saw and felt that you needed me to lift you as much as I needed you to lift me and remind ourselves of what it feels like again to be cared for and to feel that you are indeed special and deserve to have some of that in your life. It was a brief moment but I saw Miss Jantarat Mingkwan for real, not the girl at the bar and I was blown away. Let us enjoy some of them moments again perhaps, I have I think the same as you, a big heart that needs some healing and that can do us both a power of good. I long to see you on the 9th. Send me details of your account and I will forward some funds to ease the pressure on you right now and so you can help as you want with things at home while you are there. Smile :) X