Please understand that I don’t complain that I buy things for you (I give you. You did not ask). I could buy for you almost anything you wanted in Singapore, money is no problem for me. I feel nice to do for you. But I also feel hurt. I was really really looking forward to this trip with you. It was not the trip I expected being with you. I wanted to show you more of Singapore and enjoy night life. But I was afraid to hear ‘NO’ from you.
I feel frightened to travel with you again. I like trips to be enjoyable and have fun. Life is short, I like to make the most of time I get with people I like. That is why on Monday I tell you maybe you can travel to see customers alone if you not feel comfortable with me.