ooohhh honey now i 'm calm i understand i become very angry for little thing ........i so frustrated .....i not good, i make you soffer, you not deserve this ...maybe i not good for you i not bring happiness in your life ...i try to do the best to be good but not easy for me maybe i too attached to my self.......i have to learn a lot about buddhist and stay a lot to do vippasana at temple . you put too much to be happy in having a man, but you put your happines in what you are: a good woman, a good mom, your mind very balanced, i think if you think in what you ere you have to be happy aleays (kiss)(kiss)(kiss)(kiss)(kiss)(kiss)(kiss)(kiss)(kiss)(kiss)(kiss)(kiss)(kiss)(kiss)(kiss)(kiss)(kiss)(kiss)(kiss)(kiss)(kiss)(kiss)(kiss)(kiss)(kiss)(kiss)(kiss)(kiss)(kiss)(kiss)(kiss)(kiss)(kiss)(kiss)(kiss)(kiss)(kiss)(kiss)(kiss)(kiss)(kiss)(kiss)(kiss)(kiss)(kiss)(kiss)(kiss)(kiss)(kiss)(kiss)(kiss)(kiss)(kiss)(kiss)(kiss)(kiss)(kiss)(kiss)(kiss)(kiss)