Beer, I know it's been a year ever since we broke up. You have been an amazing lover and incredible partner where I feel I can tell you whatever that is bothering me and you never fail to light me up. You made me happy. But I hope you can understand that whatever that we do now, we can never go back to the past and be how we used to be.
I hope you don't take it personally and in the wrong way but I would just like to tell you that we can only be friends, and nothing more. I don't want you to have the wrong idea of us where we can get back even after I ORD from army because I feel that I just can't go back to how things were in the past
You're a good girl and I feel that I can never repay you the love that you gave me and I can never ever ask you to forgive me for what I have done to you. It's not the things that you never do or nothing that you ever did that was not enough for our relationship to work. It was never your fault and I just can't bear to hurt you anymore and give you all this unfair and injustice treatment because I know you deserve better. You deserve better, you really do. So as I have told you earlier on before we break up about a year ago, I just want you to cherish your life from now on and move on. If a good guy pops up in your life and treats you very well, and you like him, just go ahead with what you want. Continue to live life to the fullest and don't let anything especially me affect your future decisions because your life is yours and no one else
Don't forget, I only want the best for you and nothing else so thanks beer, hope you understand and know where I'm coming from