Every Friday in the past I always went to Pattaya to meet him and we spent time together on the weekend ... When this time turns every week , it makes me really miss him. It reminds me the time we spent together. It's almost 2 years that Alwin started working in Pattaya. I often visit him every week because I quite worried about him, don't want him to feel lonely. Now I have to accept the truth that he stays in his peaceful place and I know that he will always see me from heaven. I believe that he wants me to be happy. I keep telling myself that I have to be strong. Time will heal, I pray.