do you want to try to start a friendship and meet me when I come or maybe I'm not two good looking and I'm too ugly for you because you're a pretty girl and you can get handsome man and you can get pretty boy because I'm old and ugly man and you pretty and beautiful girl and that's why no girls want me because I'm ugly and that's why God will not give me a woman cuz I was meant to be alone because I'm not attractive and I'm not handsome and so maybe I have to be sad and lonely and just cry my whole life to live on the beach alone in Thailand for the rest of my life
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