And in the end, my train of thought leads me to the thought of just wanting to disappear. Erase my past and go somewhere where nobody knows me. I want everyone to forget about me, so that no one will miss me, and I want to walk a path that I have chosen for myself. I want to go somewhere else, leave this place of painful memories, meet new people, good or bad, and... I don't know. I don't think it'd be much better anywhere else anyway... Because I would still be who I am...