On what you've been through and going through right now. I've been in that situation many times and guess what? I've seen that it's not worth to cry over someone that doesn't want you. Because it means that it's not for you and that you should keep searching I've cried like hell and what did I get from crying? NOTHING! Just planty of headeches and stomach aches. It's not worth to cry and put yourself in danger for a boy