possible..even worrying that it won't be soon enough because you see I am going crazy inside of this body longing to be with you, to be near you. So today I have decided I am not going to stress or try to plan how I'm going to get to you, I'm going to Try & let all of that go & I'm going to pray & trust God to get me back to you. I'm going to trust him to provide us with enough income that I can be with you as much as we both want & need to be together. I miss you so so much, but I can't drive myself sick worrying about getting back to you. I love you with all of my heart. I dream every day of when we will be together again. I love you