I always think " Love can win everything"
If we do love each other enough.
We will pass all trouble no matter how hard.
But now I realised " Love can't win everything.."
I'm a type of person when I do love someone when I call that person "Babe" I always give 100% , I want to fight for everything even I still got feelings fear sometimes but I never want to give up..
So because of this reason a person who I love decided to go away.
Because there's no chance for fighter like me.
And sadly that I already know I don't have chance but I still want to have him forever ..I'm an idiot.
He knows that I'm suffering a lot and he seems feel ok to do that . He said someday I will understand ,he wants me to move on , he wants me to have the possible future because I can't have with him.
But do you know.. all I want is "Just him"
My word towards to him .."Stay please" seems silence..
And I got response is "No"
Now can you imagine how much pain inside?
I'm not good in accepting even he said please accept..
It's so hard for me I'm so sorry about that.
But I think if I can't stop loving you so I will try to spend life with this feelings but find the way to live hurt less.
The person who can stand beside you and can have possible future with you..she will be the luckiest girl that I ever said to you.
I wish it could be me but it's not.. all I can do is try to sleep and dream about it.