Hello sweetheart... On the issue of James, our son, I would have loved to have him sent to you by his teacher but it would be difficult because I was denied a leave last year which could have enable me to fund his school account, as a regard to that, his school account is almost empty now. I usually go to visit him every December but last year December I was denied a leave request because of my retirement which is coming up soon and here in the war zone, we don't have anything whatsoever to do with money as all our salaries are being paid straight to our account in the United States. I will be coming after the end of this coming December because my retirement form would be given to me soon, so I can fill it and return it to my superior for immediate approval...
If James our son insist on coming to you, then it means you will have to go and pick him up and tell me whatever you spent making him be with you so I can pay you back after my retirement. Or if going there would be difficult to you because of your job, you can write to his teacher, ask his teacher to verify the cost of sending James to you and send him the money which I will also pay you back... When I come to you in Chiang Rai, I would need a house, I will buy for my hospital project but for now let us resolve the issue of our son James because he doesn't have grandparents from me because my parents are late long time ago but he has from his late mother side. unfortunately, he could not live with his grandmother from his mother side because the woman is a drug addict who spend all the money I gave to her for James up keep on herself in the name of taking drug and sometimes very cruel to James as a result of her addiction to hard drugs. These led me to take James very far away from her to another country as far as in Ghana, so that her life will not influence James negatively... Now she wrote me that she has changed for better and that she wants James back with her but I turned down her request because I see it as a trick for her to have some money to start taking hard drugs again from the money I will give her for James upkeep...
Due to the nature of my Job, I only communicate with James through the mail very often and visit him once in a year during my yearly December leave holiday but last year December I was denied a leave because I submitted my retirement letter which was approved to be the end of this year... As a result to all these, James has really missed parental care for so many years now... If I had met you earlier, I would have had James sent to you but since I will be retiring soon and will go to Ghana to pick James and head to your country to meet with you... My intention at the monent is to establish an hospital in your country after my retirement, hope it will be profitable...
people think long distance relationships are stupid? Well, I'm sorry I'd rather date someone who's perfect for me and put up with the distance than put up with being treated like shit by some douchebag who lives closer.
I don't need anyone to tell me long distance relationships don't workout, because as far as I can see local relationships don't work any better.
I do believe two people are in a relationship for a reason; not to give up on each other so easily, no matter how tough the situations might be, you certainly try your best to work through it and not give up on them. That’s why it’s called a relationship, and it’s between you and your significant other, working together.
It’s easy for people to take off their clothes and have sex. People do it all the time.
But opening their soul to someone, letting them into their spirit, thoughts, fears, future, hopes, dreams…
That’s being naked.
When I take a close look at what happened in the true love stories I told you about in my last mail, I realize Love is not all about happiness. Sometimes there will be arguments, there will be hurting. It may seem that the magic fade sometimes, but the test of true love is how you hold on to one another and fight for it when the battle seems to be a loosing one.And I always advice this; Never walk away from someone when you see some faults. Have patience and realize that nobody is perfect. It’s the affection that matters, not the perfection. The problem those in Love encounter these days is that a single moment of misunderstanding is sometimes so poisonous that it makes them forget within a minute the hundred lovable moments spent together.
And my advice to people like us is don't just think because the past is painful, doesn't mean the future will be. So never let events from the past, change the events for the future. or we shall be miserable forever.
I've fallen for you and I know it happened kind of fast, But I just have this feeling, That you and I could spend the rest of our life together.
You may not be here with me... But thoughts of you are always in my heart... I have these feelings, They feel so true. I can't say it any other way I'm missing you...
There are some people in life nothing can separate them from you. It’s the bond that no one can break Some people are just so lucky to found them but other will go through life without even knowing them They’re simply your soul mate. some will find them in a caring husband some in a lovely sister but other in a best friend you will share moments, pictures, happiness, grief and every single moment in your live. you just can’t live without them.
Today, i was standing in front of mirror and i imagine you also standing with me in front of the mirror and you asked me what do i see, and i smiled and responded, the rest of my life. I love you, I always thought that our kind of relationship only existed in dreams in the past. I did not want to let anyone really know me... Now I find that I am telling you things about my real feelings that I long ago forgot because I want you to understand everything about how I feel for you...
In the past
I only wanted people to see the best of me
Now
I find
that I do not mind you seeing my
faults
because I want you to accept me the way I am
In the past
I thought that only I could make the
right decisions for myself
Now
I can discuss all my ideas with you
and you can help me make decisions
because I have such a complete trust in you
In the past
I did not care how I treat people who disobey my rule as their superior in the military
Now
I find that I have a new sensitivity
towards everyone
because my softest emotions have been
awakened by you
In the past
love was a word that I was not sure of
Now
I find that inside of me
every fiber, every nerve, every emotion,
every feeling
is exploding
in an overwhelming emotion of love
I always thought that
our kind of relationship
only existed in dreams
Now
I have found out that
our kind of relationship
is even better
than my dreams
and the love that
I have discovered
is all for you.
The hardest thing when loving someone so far away,is not knowing if they will still love you the very next day. It's not that I doubt it, I just wish you knew that i just don't know what to do about my job and make a move to get my son out from Ghana to join you over there. Because you and me means everything to me.
I love you so deeply my Queen...