Nee dear, you misunderstand. I am sorry that I made you cry. Yes I want you here very much. I do not understand your last messages, I am confused. And my visit to my parents made everything more confusing.
I do not understand about the money things you talk about. And you want me to get a job. Why do you want me to have a job so much? I will get work, you do not have to worry. And you decide I am ready or not. Why do you decide? When am I ready?
I don’t know why you say these things. Why you cannot just come here. You say you want to live in Thailand more than US, but a week ago you said you want to live in US more.
It seems like you are not so eager to come here. So I say it is ok if you want to stay in Thailand, I will not be trouble for you.
You wanted me to be in Hot to help you, I understand your feeling. I should be with you to help with such things. You helped me by coming to Chiang Mai. We should be together to help each other. But it should not matter if I have a job or not. We should live life and do what we want.