It's hard to answer the question. How can I will do when I was born poor. I don't have choice more And I did not start doing anything I have a debt to pay, you give me talking about just love only now I can't to do without thinking about the around of me however. Even if I speak give you peace of mind, but I did not like to say it'll be useless because I can not just say you feel good, but I really want to do it.