Hey Vivi,
You don't know me and I don't know you. Quite frankly I don't even know if you can read this but I'm here because of Gunn. We've been talking and he says your having trouble understanding why he's choosing or going on duty. I'm no Dr. Phil but I'm a Retired U.S. Army Combat Medic and I've seen a lot as you can probably imagine. I know your not confused, your worried. That's understandable but Gunn is and probably has been making his own decisions and I don't wanna seem rude but I was where he was. My parents and my sister who I was incredibly close to fought for me not to get enlisted into the army. But I did. When you enlist or think of enlisting everything changes. Trust me I know cause I lost a lot of years. When I enlisted I totally changed. The people that were once there, some left and some ignored me. That was fine because I knew it was coming. Look Vivi you seem like a lovely person and I'm not here to sweet talk you but the only person that will ever be with Gunn is himself and the same for you. If you really love him like you seem to, then let him make a career out of this. If you really love and support him then you'll stand by his side the whole time. Doesn't matter if you like it or not, if you really care you'll be there. I promis, life's short. Don't waste it over something stupid, your probably smart and intelligent.. Thanks! -Chris.