I'm going to write something that I said I would not write so don't read any further if you do not want to read it.
There is absolutely no way that I could ever forget you. You are my best friend. I smile every time that I think about you. I am not on much right now because I am having such a difficult time at home. My marriage is horrible and will be ending soon I think.
Most of the time I think that I have no strength left. I wish I could just crawl into a corner and stay there alone and never hear the horrible words that I hear every day.
Then I remember how wonderful you have been to me. I can not express how much you have helped me.
I hope that you understand how much you mean to me.
I love you Kaew. I miss you every moment that we are not talking.