Sitting .. Staring at my reflection .. I look strong .. In control .. And always ready to walk forward even if I'm walking blind .. But me the girl facing the mirror .. I feel drained from fighting .. Lost in what should feel more like love .. Hopeless to see my life become independent as I once was .. And crying out for the safety of home .. I wonder if I sit here in the only place I can find some peace in the emotions the rock my feet .. I wonder if that girl in the mirror will jump back inside me .. And tomorrow will bring my rainbow of coloured strength and the rain inside my soul will dry and bring peace that will free my light in my stormy weather .. .. Will in saying all that I have my kids my work my Health and a place we all lay our heads xx and I hope to believe that love still exist even in all the tears of left loves I have cried xxx thanks to all those who are helping me in this time xx may god bless u all for your kindness