my cat Lucy all of a sudden got sick and over a weeks time quit eating and everything
it turns out she had feline leukemia
my gram was force feeding her to keep her alive
and today was my scheduled appointment
i went up my grams and i held my cat and i swear i we would've left 10 minutes later she would've died in my arms she was so comfortable and so ready to die
we got to the vet and she was crying (doesn't like being in her carrier) and i kept saying you're ok lucy
ryleigh walked over to her carrier and put her finger in and said "ok kitty"
i went back w/ her and held her while it happened (i stepped out after she passed so they could put her in the cadaver bag and carrier i didn't expect that w/ my other car and it stuck in my head it was a bad visualization.
i took her home and buried her in my grams back yard w/ the blanket we sleep w/ every night
i hate saying goodbye to pets - they're family too!
rip my baby Lucy!