I just wanna love you because I really love.. not because you were with me for a long time.. i'm really sorry.. I knew myself that I stopped loving you for a while.. but I did try my best to love you again like how my first time was.. but then.. it seemed like I forced myself to do that with you.. every time when we had sex.. I knew that I love you.. but not this you.. like how you love me but not this me.. I really don't know what to say.. all I know is that I tried my best for our life.. all I feel is that I still want you in my life..