I am grateful with my profession and I have to confess that God has been blessing me all through my life, but the only thing which am sure I really lack is happiness because I don’t have a lifetime partner. My late wife died in a brief illness called cardiac arrest five years ago and we don't have any kids. I have tried to build a relationship with a lady who I thought that she is faithful with me, but never know she is cheating on me for a long time. After I have discovered that she is not faithful with me then I decided to quit from that a blind relationship since I did not achieve anything in that relationship except hurt and tears. Since I ended up my relationship with the lady I proposed to marriage I have never dated any woman again.