“Let go… let go of me!” Shin Hye continued to shout and struggled. Tears kept flowing down her cheeks as her screams just went useless. Min Ho has completely lost his mind and no matter how hard she tried to push him away, he just wouldn’t let her go.
Ignoring her cries, he clutched her closer and continued to lick every inch of her exposed neck that he could reach and started to suck and nip against her soft flesh, hard enough to leave angry red marks on it.
“Please… stop…” Shin Hye cried, begging him and tried very hard to pull her hands away from his tight grip. She struggled again and again, not wanting to give up. She doesn’t want to give herself to him when he was so angry and misunderstood her. She wants him to love her, not hate her.
Min Ho got even more frustrated when she doesn’t stop struggling and doesn’t want to surrender herself to him. If she really loves him, then why he can’t touch her but Ok Taec Yeon can? The more he think about it, the more furious he becomes.
“STAY STILL!” Min Ho roared. He pulled back a little and glared at her with his bloodshot eyes. It only makes him worse when she keeps rejecting him. “Wae? Why did you keep pushing me away each and every time I want you? You can sleep with him but you can’t sleep with your husband? WHY?!”
Shin Hye bit her lip hard and sobbed painfully. She doesn’t know what else she could say to make him believe her. No matter what she says now, it will only sounded like a lie to him. Her heart hurts so much that the pain makes her hard to breathe.
Their eyes were locked at each other and for a long moment neither could say another word. Looking at the tears that couldn’t seem to stop from leaking out from her eyes, Min Ho felt a sharp pain in his heart. He hates himself for being so weak in front of her. He hates her for always have the ability to mess up with his emotions.
Although he was extremely angry and jealous over the whole incident but he is not heartless. The tiny rational that still remained inside told him that he will regret if he take her against her will.
Heaving several deep breaths, his grip slowly loosened around her as he pulled himself away from her and stood up of the bed. He turned around, walked away to distance himself from her. With his hand massaging his spinning head, he finally found his voice to speak again.
“I will not let you go. Even if you keep cheating with him behind my back, I’ll not let both of you together.” He doesn’t know why he has to stand her betrayal but he just couldn’t let her go. Letting his heart to love again was a mistake. He knows it will be this pain but he still stupidly let himself to try again.
Shin Hye stared at his back for a moment before she let out a sad smile. He still doesn’t trust her. No matter how hard she tried, he just wouldn’t trust her. Taking a deep inhale of breath, she slowly pulled herself up and stood beside the bed. She gave up. She doesn’t want to fight anymore. If this is what he wants, she will give him.
Moving her hand to the back, she slowly pulled down the zipper of the dress and let her dress fell down to the floor. “I finally understand that no matter what I said, it still couldn’t change your thinking about me. It will forever be like this because it was how you think about me from the beginning.” She paused and smiled sadly. “You seem to prefer the version of how you think about me rather than to accept the real me. I’m getting tired of convincing you how I feel and trying to make you believe me.”
Min Ho froze for a brief moment before he slowly turned around. His eyes immediately widened when he saw her wearing nothing but only her undergarments. His steady breathing was once again turned ragged as his body react uncontrollably with what he saw.
“What are you doing?” He asked in a deep husky voice.
With her eyes held low, she let out another weak smile. “Isn’t it obvious.” She bit her lip, trying to suppress the embarrassment she created for herself. “Didn’t you say you want me?” She paused again and breathed deeply. “I’ll give myself to you.” She said, meeting his gaze again. “If doing so could prove my innocence and buy my pride back… you can have it.”
Min Ho’s eyes darkened as his jaw shaking slightly from clenching it too hard. He slowly walked forward and stopped in front of her once again. Holding her gaze firmly, he spoke through his heavy breath.
“Don’t challenge me.” He warned her. “Just because I let you move into my heart doesn’t mean I won’t dare to hurt you.”
She smirked. “You already did.”
Her heart was bleeding and shattered into pieces. Let her move into his heart? If he really did, why does she still feel so painful now? Since the first time they met at the orphanage, he has never stopped hurting her.
Watching her tears running down her cheeks was painful for him too but his arrogance just wouldn’t let him to back down. It was her fault. She stole his heart but didn’t take care of it.
He took the final step forward and cupped her chin, forcing her to look into his eyes. “You better don’t regret what you said. This is your choice. I didn’t force you.” He knows the hope for their future will be shattered if he takes the next step, but with her standing like this in front of him, the tiny self-restraint that still lingering inside of him was now vanished completely.
Shin Hye didn’t reply him. Taking one last deep inhale, she slowly closed her eyes, giving him the silent permission to do whatever he wants.
Min Ho looked at her for a short moment before he laid her down on the bed and crushed his lips over hers. Tonight… he will make her his… make her completely belongs to him.
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Preview for next chapter…
Hyun Jun: Eomma… where are you going? You don’t want Hyun Jun anymore?
Min Ho: Please don’t go.
Shin Hye: I’m not sure… whether this relationship is still worth sustaining.
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Shin Hye: It wouldn’t work. No matter how much I love him, there are too many misunderstandings in between us. He will never trust me.
Si Wan: I know he have very serious trust issues but… there is a reason behind all this.
Shin Hye: What reason?
Si Wan: I can’t tell you.
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Shin Hye: Why are you here? You have already got what you wanted.
Taec Yeon: What I want is you.
Shin Hye: What you want is to prove that I’m wrong and I will regret with my choice. And you had made your point. I was wrong and I regretted it.
Taec Yeon: Come back to me. I’m always here waiting for you.
Min Ho: Stay away from my wife.
Taec Yeon: You are the one who should stay away from her.
Shin Hye: If both of you want to fight, please do it somewhere else.
Min Ho: You think I don’t know what you have done behind? Leave Shin Hye and her family alone.
Taec Yeon: I’ll take her away from you.
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Min Ho: She will never forgive me.
Han Ae Jung: She will.
Min Ho: Why are you so sure?
Han Ae Jun: Because she loves you. She has been in love with you since a very long time.
Min Ho: I don’t understand.
Han Ae Jung: You are a smart man. Try to figure it out. We came from Busan. And you are from Busan too. Light House Orphanage. That’s the only hint I can give you.
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Please don’t hate me… I know the last part was… a damn cliffhanger and a lot of you will not like the way it turns out… but mistakes can make a person grow up and obstacles can make a relationship become stronger. There will be more problems coming… TY, Ara and did anyone notice KSH has not appear in this story yet… yes… there will be more obstacles they need to face together… fights, arguments, misunderstandings will keep happen but as I said, they need to go through all those to learn how to love and appreciate each other more…
And also please forgive me for turning our sweet lovely TY into a bad person here… it’s just a thin line in between love and hatred… the more you love a person, the more you hate that person when you felt betrayed… that’s what TY is feeling now… I like this guy but since this is a MH-SH story, I have to sacrifice this handsome man… hahaha…
Okay… as always, thank you so much for all the supports and encouragements from all of you… I’m so grateful and happy that so many people love this story… I’ll work harder in the future and hope I can continue to write more good story for everything… leave your lovely comments to tell me what you think about this chap and upvotes if you love it… no promise to when I can update the next chap but I’ll try my best… Take care everyone… XOXO