i think its good to know what you want and to know what will make you happy. but also... i think you have to compromise sometimes. i feel like as i get older i get more firm with what i want which is not good because it makes it harder to be happy. i know what i want but for another person to fit that role 100% is impossible and if i keep looking then i'll defintiely end up alone.
i think i'm the same as you, i don't want to get married. i don't see any reason to. i'm surprised you said that because i thought all thai women want a big fancy wedding but i guess i don't actually know many thai women. haha