Maybe you might consider doing some exercise while you are in Phrae? Even just a 2km walk each day can begin to make such a difference.
I really do love you Eve. I would be so happy to spend my whole life with you. Let's work together for our future. I would love to know what you want from life, what your interests are, what your plans are. Tell me the things you want to do. I am interested in everything about you.
I miss you like crazy. At this stage, I am planning to come to Thailand in March. I would be so happy if you decided to come to Australia for a couple weeks in December. Nothing is stopping you.