Aware of her own impropriety and distress, Yao Ying was also rather embarrassed, taking in a deep breath, the sounds of weeping gradually comes to a rest, an upright bearing stands presently as she calms down her strained heart, tenderly looking at Lou Che, waiting for him to speak.
After signalling for her to sit at the settee, he takes a seat nearby, his face of such radiantly warm elegance, showing indistinguishable emotions as he says in a low tone: “In future when your child is born, if it’s a boy, it may very possibly become the next generation of monarch……” Ignoring Yao Ying’s expression of complexity, he continues explaining his analysis, “I believe you should be able to sense, just how much the his majesty loves you, not caring for other people’s perception, three thousand worth of doting love all on you alone……”
“But I do not love him.” Hurriedly cutting off Lou Che’s words, Yao Ying shows inexplicable panic.
“His majesty’s magnanimity towards you is already something that has never happened before, don’t continue to persistently go on like this anymore.” As though advising, as though reproaching, Lou Che throws out such words that harbours chilling implications.
Tears uncontrollably rolls down her face once again, Yao Ying smiles, such smile that looks even more sorrowful than that of her tears, “If he truly is infinitely magnanimous towards me, why not let me go?”
“Do you think his majesty is unaware of your very doings? Me coming to your palace, could he possibly not know of this? Yet he has never once blocked us, do you know why? He is waiting, waiting till you come to understand, waiting for you to let go of your stubborn persistence. Such magnanimity like this, not every man is able to achieve.”
Tears hanging on her face, she attentively thinks through his words, upon recovering herself, she harbours a thin trace of resentment, sadly asking: “For what reason are you persuading me like this for today? Is it for me? Or is it for yourself?”
Sighing, Lou Che’s elegantly handsome face reveals a thin smile, “It is for you, and also for myself.”
“For me?” Yao Ying softly croons, “You are doing this for yourself……your heart is not here, what are you thinking about? Where has your heart gone to?” Each word questioning, her heart feels as though it is cracking, the questions does not seem to be directed at Lou Che, but is directed towards the reality that she herself could never bring herself to face this entire time.
“Ying-er,” A soft sound of gentle calling, Lou Che stands up, “Rather than clinging onto the past, why not take a good look at reality, the person in your eyes is no longer me, it has not been for a long time.” Making a sudden turn, he walks towards the outside, his walking pace showing no signs of faltering.
Frozen on the spot, Yao Ying could not even muster up the courage to call out, distractedly watching Lou Che’s leaving figure, her mind in a blank state, muttering the words: “You no longer care for me? Will you no longer care for me anymore?”
The open and deserted space carries her voice into Lou Che’s ears, unable to stop himself from looking back, towards the lost soul, he says: “As long as you are in the palace, I will look after you to the end.” No longer looking back anymore, he resolutely leaves, no longer able to hear the gracefully mournful cries within the palace, perhaps even if he is able to hear it now, it will no longer make its way deep into his heart……
With hurried steps, he heads towards the entrance of the palace, eager to return to where his heart lies as soon as possible, he has come to understand many things, and also let go, thus feeling more relaxed than ever before.
A burst of sharp bell ringing sounds, rippling out to every little corner within the imperial palace’s courtyard, Lou Che’s steps comes to a halt, raising his head in slight surprise, this act of alarm is using the “imperial bell”, unless in times of utmost emergencies, it is not to be used, why would it be sounding right now?
Having not yet thought of anything, quick and fragmented footsteps had already chaotically approached, numerously complicated figures of palace maids and eunuchs all looking a mess, a panicking figure walks up to Lou Che crying out: “Not good, Lady Consort Ying is going through miscarriage……not good…….”
Upon hearing this, Lou Che freezes on the spot, his brows lightly twitches, his face holds a thin layer of chill, thinking to himself, Gui Wan is only escorting her brother, there shouldn’t be any problems, once again turning back to look in direction of the palace, he purses his thin lips, helplessly sighing as he heads back towards the palace……
This choice has made it impossible for him to leave the palace for seven days, that is until the shocking news reached the Prime Minister Estate……
ตระหนักถึงความไม่เหมาะสมและความทุกข์ของเธอเอง ยิงยาวได้ยังค่อนข้าง อับอาย การหายใจลึก ๆ เสียงร้องไห้ค่อย ๆ มาถึงส่วนเหลือ การแบกตรงยืนปัจจุบันเธอสงบลงหัวใจเธอเครียด ละม่อมกำลังดู Lou Che รอเขาพูดหลังจากส่งสัญญาณให้เธอนั่งที่เก้าอี้นวม เขาจะนั่งใกล้เคียง พระพักตร์สง่างามเช่นดินเหนียวอบอุ่น แสดงอารมณ์นั้น ตามที่เขากล่าวในโทนเสียงต่ำ: "ในอนาคต เมื่อเด็กเกิดมา ถ้าเป็นเด็กผู้ชาย มันอาจมากอาจจะเป็นยุคของพระมหากษัตริย์..." เขาละเว้นนิพจน์ยาวหยิงของความซับซ้อน ยังคงอธิบายวิเคราะห์ของเขา, "ผมเชื่อว่า คุณควรจะรู้สึก แค่ไหนเขาทรงรักคุณ ไม่มุ่งสำหรับการรับรู้ของคนอื่น สามพันคุ้มค่าของการหลงใหลได้ปลื้มรักทั้งหมดที่คุณคนเดียว...""แต่ไม่รักเขา" รีบตัดคำ Lou Che หยิงยาวแสดงอธิบายไม่ตกใจ"ความใจกว้างของพระต่อคุณอยู่แล้วสิ่งที่ไม่เคยเกิดขึ้นก่อน ไม่ดำเนินต่อไปเสมอเช่นนี้อีกต่อไป" ว่าให้คำปรึกษา ว่า reproaching, Lou Che พ่นออกคำดังกล่าวที่ท่าเรือผลกระทบหนาวน้ำตาม้วนดะลงใบหน้าของเธออีกครั้ง หยิงยาวยิ้ม รอยยิ้มดังกล่าวที่มีลักษณะครอบครัวยิ่งกว่าน้ำตาของเธอ "ถ้าเขาเป็นอนันต์รวมต่อผม ทำไมไม่ ให้ฉันไป"“Do you think his majesty is unaware of your very doings? Me coming to your palace, could he possibly not know of this? Yet he has never once blocked us, do you know why? He is waiting, waiting till you come to understand, waiting for you to let go of your stubborn persistence. Such magnanimity like this, not every man is able to achieve.”Tears hanging on her face, she attentively thinks through his words, upon recovering herself, she harbours a thin trace of resentment, sadly asking: “For what reason are you persuading me like this for today? Is it for me? Or is it for yourself?”Sighing, Lou Che’s elegantly handsome face reveals a thin smile, “It is for you, and also for myself.”“For me?” Yao Ying softly croons, “You are doing this for yourself……your heart is not here, what are you thinking about? Where has your heart gone to?” Each word questioning, her heart feels as though it is cracking, the questions does not seem to be directed at Lou Che, but is directed towards the reality that she herself could never bring herself to face this entire time.“Ying-er,” A soft sound of gentle calling, Lou Che stands up, “Rather than clinging onto the past, why not take a good look at reality, the person in your eyes is no longer me, it has not been for a long time.” Making a sudden turn, he walks towards the outside, his walking pace showing no signs of faltering.Frozen on the spot, Yao Ying could not even muster up the courage to call out, distractedly watching Lou Che’s leaving figure, her mind in a blank state, muttering the words: “You no longer care for me? Will you no longer care for me anymore?”The open and deserted space carries her voice into Lou Che’s ears, unable to stop himself from looking back, towards the lost soul, he says: “As long as you are in the palace, I will look after you to the end.” No longer looking back anymore, he resolutely leaves, no longer able to hear the gracefully mournful cries within the palace, perhaps even if he is able to hear it now, it will no longer make its way deep into his heart……With hurried steps, he heads towards the entrance of the palace, eager to return to where his heart lies as soon as possible, he has come to understand many things, and also let go, thus feeling more relaxed than ever before.A burst of sharp bell ringing sounds, rippling out to every little corner within the imperial palace’s courtyard, Lou Che’s steps comes to a halt, raising his head in slight surprise, this act of alarm is using the “imperial bell”, unless in times of utmost emergencies, it is not to be used, why would it be sounding right now?Having not yet thought of anything, quick and fragmented footsteps had already chaotically approached, numerously complicated figures of palace maids and eunuchs all looking a mess, a panicking figure walks up to Lou Che crying out: “Not good, Lady Consort Ying is going through miscarriage……not good…….”Upon hearing this, Lou Che freezes on the spot, his brows lightly twitches, his face holds a thin layer of chill, thinking to himself, Gui Wan is only escorting her brother, there shouldn’t be any problems, once again turning back to look in direction of the palace, he purses his thin lips, helplessly sighing as he heads back towards the palace……This choice has made it impossible for him to leave the palace for seven days, that is until the shocking news reached the Prime Minister Estate……
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