You make me confused.
You told me that you love me, but you told that if I have a new bf in Thailand I can marry with him immediately.
Do you think for me, having new bf, and I love him is very easy, only 1 hours. I can love him?
Or you find that I have a lot of problems, and I'm crazy, so you don't want me again, but you can't leave me and still love me every day, while at the same time. You encouraged me to have new bf.
Or you have new gf and you can't leave me, so you choose this way to me and make me leave from you myself.
Although now I have problem and I don't know you. I will be patient and fight the problem until I can't t stand it. After that, I have way to manage myself. (however, I will not marry without lover)
Although I don't have a problem and I don't know you. I will live. But I'm sure I will not marry without lover.
And no matter for have a problem or no problem, but if I find someone I love, and he loves me. I will try use remaining live with the one I love as long as possible. Before I die I will tell him why I can't find you faster than this. We will be living together for more than this.
I find love almost all my life. You are the first, and alone.
For me I will not say all that with my love.
If you say don't t want me. Or show some acting don't need me, I'll leave you immediately you will not see me again.
I just you know.
And I want to tell you that when I say somethings and you show some action on your face, a parody page staggering around head sticking out your tongue. It make you look like moron. And moron will not listen me.
For rubber neoprene you talk with your friends yet?