Hi Chali, I am sure you feel that I have not been giving you enough attention lately... I've been wanting to talk to you about it to have your honest opinion on how you feel about our relationship. I finally found the time to think it through on my side. Cause I feel we're sort of together but at the same time not really, I assume you feel the same... I know myself, and I know I always get very distant when there is a lot going on for me, which I'm sure you have noticed. It has been like that the last month and will be in the future, and I have to admit that my mind hasn't really been much on you, Bangkok, or Thailand. I am also starting to realize that with the distance and time, I don't see it becoming any better in the future. I've been thinking these days if this is really the type of relationship we want to be in, and that either of us will be happy in. It is difficult for me to have any expectations from our relationship right now, and since I don't see it becoming any different I also have trouble seeing us together in the future to be honest. I also don't want you to have too high expectations, and you will have to think about what kind of relationship between us really makes sense to you, and if it can actually make you happy... I've given it a try Chali, but I am really not sure if this will ever work out... I would need to know what you think about all this...