I'm sorry if I hurt you :( I am also very sad.
I'm very unhappy that didn't work out also. I should have gone with my gut feeling and not told you that we are more than friends until we could actually communicate properly, but I liked you so much that I couldn't resist. My feelings are so strong for you that we moved too quickly to becoming girlfriend and boyfriend.
The situation itself has just become too frustrating. It's becoming more and more difficult to understand you whenever we are having important conversations. Of course it's neither of our fault, unfortunately it's just the way things are right now.
I hope you will continue to be motivated to learn English as it's a great skill to have to be able to speak with many people around the world. I hope that you will want to be in touch with me again, especially once you learn English. Because I'd love to connect with you on a much deeper level, that's only possible if we can understand each other.
It's very sad, because I believe if you spoke English we would be together. I would have already invited you to come live with me here in America or at least I would have come back to visit you in Thailand. I do feel love for you and feel like we have a very special bond. I hope you don't fully give that away because you are angry with me. I would still like to have you in my life in the future. I care about you very very much, I just don't know how to express it to you right now.
The two days that we had together, were two of the happiest days of my life I really really enjoyed being with you I think you are a great person. I really wish we could stay in contact, I think we can still communicate at the level of friends. It's just too difficult to try and pretend like we can communicate at a level of a strong relationship.
It's sad that you are blocking me on Facebook because I still really care about you. I have very strong feelings for you and still hope we could be friends and then maybe lovers again in the future.