▶Listen to Be Without You by Mary J. Blige◀
[Olivia’s POV]
I had a headache from all the yelling and crying earlier. Everyone around me had been right, e.g. my mother and Luca, about the fact that I had shut my emotions out. I didn’t want to deal with them, my mind didn’t want to deal with them. But today it all exploded, because I was no longer able to ignore the anger and pain inside my heart anymore. After getting everything off my chest, my inner peace finally returned. I felt exhausted, but also very relieved. What Neymar did to me was wrong, but I knew he regretted it and I knew he loved me a lot. I loved him too and I had missed him more than I’d like to admit. I had denied these facts to myself for half a year. It was an automatic defense mechanism to protect my heart and mind from a breakdown I suppose. I had to eventually deal with all my emotions, but I guessed the time hadn’t been right to deal with them back then. I was glad that Neymar and I had gotten everything off our chests now. When I was in his arms tonight, I realized that I needed him in my life. He wasn’t perfect, but neither was I. He deserved a second chance. I wanted to take it easy this time however, because a lot had happened in the past and I felt like we needed a fresh and slow start. I was glad that he agreed to that.
“Earth to Olive?!” Neymar said, awakening me from my thoughts. “Yeah, sorry” I said, confused. “Your drink” he said and handed me a glass. “Thanks, what is it?” I asked. “Ice tea” he smiled. I took a few gulps. “What are you having?” I asked, looking at his glass. “Vodka Redbull” he said. “Are you trying to get drunk?” I frowned. “I’m celebrating” he smirked. “You have to drive!” I exclaimed. “You are going to drive, it’s about time you took me home drunk” he grinned. “What are you implying with that?” I frowned with a small smile. “Nothing” he said innocently. “Thais and Marc are walking over to us” I suddenly said. “Olive and Ney!” Thais squealed. “Hey” we said in unison. “Neylive is back on huh?” she smirked. “Neylive?” Neymar asked, confused.
▶Next in some hours. Have stuff to do!◀
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▶Listen to Be Without You by Mary J. Blige◀[Olivia’s POV]I had a headache from all the yelling and crying earlier. Everyone around me had been right, e.g. my mother and Luca, about the fact that I had shut my emotions out. I didn’t want to deal with them, my mind didn’t want to deal with them. But today it all exploded, because I was no longer able to ignore the anger and pain inside my heart anymore. After getting everything off my chest, my inner peace finally returned. I felt exhausted, but also very relieved. What Neymar did to me was wrong, but I knew he regretted it and I knew he loved me a lot. I loved him too and I had missed him more than I’d like to admit. I had denied these facts to myself for half a year. It was an automatic defense mechanism to protect my heart and mind from a breakdown I suppose. I had to eventually deal with all my emotions, but I guessed the time hadn’t been right to deal with them back then. I was glad that Neymar and I had gotten everything off our chests now. When I was in his arms tonight, I realized that I needed him in my life. He wasn’t perfect, but neither was I. He deserved a second chance. I wanted to take it easy this time however, because a lot had happened in the past and I felt like we needed a fresh and slow start. I was glad that he agreed to that.“Earth to Olive?!” Neymar said, awakening me from my thoughts. “Yeah, sorry” I said, confused. “Your drink” he said and handed me a glass. “Thanks, what is it?” I asked. “Ice tea” he smiled. I took a few gulps. “What are you having?” I asked, looking at his glass. “Vodka Redbull” he said. “Are you trying to get drunk?” I frowned. “I’m celebrating” he smirked. “You have to drive!” I exclaimed. “You are going to drive, it’s about time you took me home drunk” he grinned. “What are you implying with that?” I frowned with a small smile. “Nothing” he said innocently. “Thais and Marc are walking over to us” I suddenly said. “Olive and Ney!” Thais squealed. “Hey” we said in unison. “Neylive is back on huh?” she smirked. “Neylive?” Neymar asked, confused.▶Next in some hours. Have stuff to do!◀
#neymar #neymarjr #njr #deathtoallcopyrats
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