Ashley, too, recognized that she had achieved successes in the
engineering environment:
I need to spend more time with [the material]. Like last night I just
went through our script and I just ran it for practice because I
figured that I’d end up being the one that had to do it in lab - and I
did! (laugh) Boy, at least I knew what I was doing; but, it’s so
hard to like try to just spend time on it when you don’t have an
actual assignment, like I cannot force myself to just – “Oh, I’ll just
do this for fun!” No! So, I think I’ll like it once I understand how to
do it. But until then, I don’t like it.