I always have that kind of the 3am thought floating in my mind. Wishes: Someone to keep me company; sitting puffing a ciggy and philosophising the genesis of stars, forgetting the world and staring blankly into the endless universe and realising how dull our lives have been recently, sharing family-related stories and dare say shits about his siblings or neighbors, and trying to come up with the recollections of each other's memories about friends who flung at us life lessons. Or simply telling each other who I really am in exchange for who you really are. Or just genuine likes and dislikes. No holding hands. No kissing. No nothing. I wish reciprocation was present. That moment'd be as priceless and insane as humanly possible.