My dear Wouter,
I am so sorry to hear of your loss. It pains me that you would ever
hurt and that I could not be there to wipe the tears away or to
provide my shoulder to cry on. I am certain you and your friends
grieved as one. I pray that God has taken your friend into his womb
and he is in a better place.
I appreciate your feelings you have for me and I'm very glad your
feeling of attraction to me have risen greatly. I must confess you
have genuinely touched my heart and soul like no one has been able to
before. That's why our being together seems so right, perfect and
meant to be. I do believe that our falling in love is very possible. I
have a delicate and soft heart that I hope won't be broken. But I am
more than willing to take the chance with you and give you my heart
and soul. I'd like you to see the real me and decide if I am truly the
girl of your dreams. I'm very glad all the arrangements of your trip
are over. As each day passes my bond to you is growing, even though we
have yet to meet. My dear Wouter, you are on my mind all the time!
Thank you for giving me the details of your trip. I can't stop
dreaming of our first meeting. The excitement I have built is
unbearable. The thing I can promise you is that will always do my part
to keep that excitement of our first meeting in our relationship
forever. I can see myself going to the railway station to see you for
the first time and the excitement I will feel meeting you at last. The
excitement and sparkle in my eyes when they meet yours for the first
time! As well, I see myself preparing dinner for you 20 years later,
and feeling the same level of excitement. I see myself with the same
sparkle in my eyes when you come through the door and my eyes meet
yours.
The trip to my granny was rather exciting. Thank you for asking about
it. The excitement began with my delay for the bus. I had to spend
three hours at the bus terminal waiting for the next one. One more
funny thing should be mentioned. When I was hurrying to the station I
broke a heel of my shoe. As there was no opportunity to repair it I
had to tear off my other heel. I can hardly imagine how funny I looked
wearing those heelless shoes. :-) While going by bus I was thinking of
you, my dear Wouter, so I forgot about my recent misfortune and
reached my grandmother's place in a good mood. :-) I was very glad to
meet my granny and knew she was feeling well. This week-end I'm going
to visit my granny again. It will be a pleasure of mine to give your
regards to her. My granny loves all kind of flowers. Her favourite
ones are tulips. It would be very nice of you to bring the flower with
you when we go to visit her together.
On Monday morning when I came home I realised I'd lost my key, so I
couldn't enter the flat. My father was out of town on business and my
mother worked till late, so I had to go to the University without even
changing the clothes. Nevertheless, I didn't feel very upset because
of it as I my heart has been overfilled with so much excitement and I
can feel nothing, but happiness.
Many tender kisses from Ira.
P.S. Please, please, please, drive save.