I understand that you need someone to take care of you. I am ok to take care of you but for that I need to stay in Thailand and at this time it is not possible for me. I have a life in France and come time to time to Thailand but not enough frequently I hope to.
I will understand if you try to find a man more present beside you.
I hope I will have the opportunity to come alone to Thailand and meet you again, if you are alone too.