I'm sorry to make you feel a little sad about my new friend. And i also care about you very much, Eric. I wish that we had more time together, but i know that we can't. Don't be sad you're very special for me because i like you, I know this is bad and shouldn’t saying this to someone who is married. So just because i know that about us it's not going to work, and i don't know when I'll see you again or maybe never see gain, i try not to think too much and i try to do things make i'm feel happy(Sometimes it doesn't help but give me more miserable). And keep you in my mind, you will never disappear from my memory, even for a single day. You don't have to worry that I'll have memories with him than with you, because I have told you that you're the only one who is special to me.