Khadijah you are a good muslimah and May Allah help you find a better man than me .I have had issues with me and it's not like I'm ignoring you and seriously you are the best Muslim I have ever met and the challenging part is that we live in two different countries .may Allah allah subhana wa ta'ala help you find your match but I will never ever forget you in this ummah.i will always be your best friend and I will visit you sometimes insha Allah and please forgive me my Muslim sister