Dear Bobie Bo,
At this point I do not know how to channel my feelings.
Life is not better without you, maybe worst. However somehow we could no be together. Some strange emotion just drive us apart.....
Last few days has been like I am stuck alone on an island of thoughts. All the misfortunes that had happened , maybe I truly deserve it.
Regrettably , I think the only way to go is to move on but every time I look back over my shoulder I see the trail of memories of how we used to be.
I can not deny that I miss you and I truly don't know what will become of me.
You are lucky that you can escape from everything that bring back memories. As for me I am stuck with it. Every corner, every piece of furniture , flowers , paint smudge on my working table. They are all still here.
Please take care of yourself. All I can say is that I deserve to be alone and miserable.
If you ever run in trouble, you know you can count on me to help you.
Be good and be strong. Make you family proud.
Miss you always.
P'Poon