Hello Honey, I took my time to send you a long message from my heart before i go off my bed this morning. LOL honey, it's a chines New Year, what a great celebration. I just wandered around for 5years,lost inside trying to find some place to belong. It all came to me one day, a new way to see life,simple way to view Love ,God and people around me, relationships and myself, nature and the world. I have peace, hope and joy much of the time, and I see God so differently now. Not mean or vengeful or judging. Not a counter of wrongs and faults. Not a critic or a judge...just love,pure eternal love. I am God fearing..I am full of God appreciating, and God loving.I have found infinite peace within myself.I have had inner peace to understand that a simple smile can make a difference.
I have come to a stage in my life that i tend to meet just one person, one person that i pray we will live our lives loving and caring for each other. Please don't feel i want you to give me your heart right away but i just want you to know i don't want to lead on and then left in the middle of the road because you found another man that is more romantic, passionate.I strongly believe we cannot find %100 what we want in a partner but as we work hand in hand we perfect everything with understand and the pure love we share inside. My granddaughter mom ran away with a notorious drug tycoon to Cuba after the death of my son living my little girl with me.but i hired a nanny who always look after her for me.
Well"Satisfaction is a deep underlying sense of fulfillment,a life of joy ,a sense of peace with yourself and having a blissful life but the deceitful act of my ex-wife made me almost feel inadequate to the task of living my own life.I have seen fire and I have seen rain, I have seen storm and sunny days that I thought would never end. I have seen lonely times when I could not find a friend but of all these I always thought of the day a true love will come to my life .I can’t cry hard enough for you to hear me.I could fill a thousand pages telling you how I feel and still you wouldn't understand.I believe as we continue to get acquainted, you will understand everything about me.I believe that any successful relationship/marriage is the result of a strong foundation.If that isn't established or present initially, the lifetime trials make it so difficult to succeed.
I do love adventure. And i would be glad one of these days if i am with you on a chines new year like this, I would love to take a ride in a hot air balloon someday.I love the mountains,I like hiking, I love the beach. I love the forests, and the meadows...I guess I love nature. Some of my favorites things are clouds, rainbows, sites seeing and I love art works. I want to go fishing...haven't done that since the divorce of my ex-wife. I have a creative side.Sometimes I write poetry and am so emotional as well. I will tell you getting acquainted have made me start writing again.
I know its easy for any of us to list out who we are and what we are looking for but until you meet someone physically and spend time with them over a period of time, you really don't get to know them well and they also don't get to know you well enough but exchange of e-mails would be a good start. I believe there's something you haven't told me about yourself, what your plans are for the future - however vague they may be at the moment. It would also be nice to know how you spend your leisure time, what life is like with you . We can email as long as you like, no pressure. And I do hope eventually it might lead to a lovely glass of wine and/or dinner someday. Ok. I think i have said enough for now. hopefully, I didn't ramble too much . I would confess you have the most adorable smile in your new photo and i love the costume of the person you're standing with.
I look forward to hearing back from you again soon...until then do take care and remain blessed.